epiphany.

This weekend was absolutely crazy.
Work on Friday was tiring but I loved it, we were so busy that every time you turned
someone needed service.Time Flies on nights like that, you start your shift at five and
before you know it, it's Already 10.

Jackies wedding on Saturday, yesterday, was fantastic.
The mass was amazing, all the songs were medleys written by the one and only, the bride herself.
The choir and the band sounded incredible.
The dinner at rasa sentosa was fun,loads of alcohol,dancing,laughing,talking and familiar faces.
Room 04-22 the highlight of the night! The after party,ho ma gawd.
I don't even know explain it in words.hahaha it was hilarious.
Just don't think dirty people.
Back to work tomorrow, oh the joy.

The two places I go everyday are the Two places I hate the most.


The dark clouds seems to be passing my way, all over again.
I Want to hide under a rock and come out in January.

I had possibly one of the most amazing dreams ever!
I dreamt I bought,a blackberry.So as soon as I got myself out of bed I called singtel,
to ask them if I could change my iPhone to a blackberry and they said no!
And if I really did out of dire need, i'd have to pay a penalty fine of eight hundred dollars,
or I could wait a year from the 26th of October.
Okay the countdown begins!
Eleven months and twenty one days!
I'm in shock! I think my body might just die on me any minute.
In any case, have an excellent weekend everyone.
Get wasted and be happy, definately something I can't do now.
Great job singtel!

Yesterday was alright, one of those better days. My alarm started going off at nine but by the time I got out of bed was like ten thirty. Suprised Manbo with lunch, made it all myself! It was a three course lunch,for starter it was baked mushrooms wrapped with ham. For main course it was, meatballs with potatoes and vegetables, and dessert was creme brulee, but I named it (manbo's brulee) Everything turned out great! I expected something to burn, but nothing did.My Manbo deserves everything he has ever dreamt of, he deserves to have a constant smile on his face.
He is the brightest light in this dark.He is the father I always wanted, the bestfriend every girl needs.
He Is my life.

There's no one,
no one at all.
i'm such a fool.
I'm so Gullible.
My head is about to shut down.



Part of me wants it to.

K.O.K.O

Keep On...
Dancing
Smiling
Rocking
Singing
 
Cos when it seems so hard to bear
Keep on keeping on
 
Keep on...
Loving
Trying
Running
Yearning
 
Cos when it seems like it is over
Keep on Keepin on
 
And when youre alone, keep on hangin on
When darkness falls, ill be there through it all
 
Keep on ...
Chuggin
Moving
Dreamin
Fighting
 
Now dont you worry bout a thing
Keep on keepin on
 
When its all said and done
Cos you're not thee only one
Just face the sun and know that you have Won
 
Nows the time, to ease your mind
it's NEVER too late with a smile upon your face
 
Keep on keepin on...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aio4qeDJ9Q4

 


MANBO brought me shopping.
An early birthday present, $200 budget.
Thank you manbo i love you more and more and will never stop.

Last night Donn stayed over,
Today went to town with lise and kace.
Everything's good so far.
So  please stay this way.

i feel the most alone when i'm home.
i am less then nothing.

We are the living deaths.